now just waiting to pop...

Now after the first 2 things listed here is done and some parts of number 4 from that list, I feel like I am ready to pop.  Well, I still do want to get that number 3 done.  Number 5 will be just a plus that I feel if I get to do tomorrow will be the last thing I will ever get to do before I deliver.  I have had mixed signals today.  At some point I thought I would be going to the hospital by afternon but after some good nap, I was alright.  Gotta do a lot of walking tomorrow while fulfilling wish list number 5 hehehe.  I still can't decide which mall to go to.  Since tomorrow is Leah's day off, I wanted to take her somewhere she hasn't gone to which would be Bur Juman.  Although, because of proximity and lots of walking spaces, plus I have a lot of vouchers for this place... I am inclined to head to Dubai Mall instead.  Hubby can pass by and pick us up after his work. More convenient.  Sigh. I'll decide tomorrow.  Let's see where I end up.

Anyway, I wasn't really going to blog today but when I saw this pic from Kid's birthday last thursday... all I could say to myself was "Gosh! I am big and ready to pop!" Hence the title of this post. hehehehe.  That's all for today.  Maybe tomorrow with my mall stroll, I get to cook up something more interesting to blog about. ;)

My daughter Triyah is so pretty in this pic. Thanks Don!  She's crazy about the slide (pic above).  If only we have a big house, we'll get her the works!

first things first...

I am so excited with this new found freedom (sort of) that I don't know where to start!

Well, before I get carried away I better think of the things that I need done before B2 arrives. It really won't be long now by the feel of it. I get this feeling that she is just doing me a favour by holding up a bit longer. Surely she can't for too long. I only have days...max 2 weeks I doubt.

Let's see:

1. Take it easy tomorrow. I can't deliver friday evening as my doc will be in umm al quwain. Good! Rest day! Maybe movie marathon day!

2. Also, I want to attend Diyel's birthday party on saturday morning with the family... TAKE IT EASY is my ruling phrase this weekend.

3. Get the friggin' foot spa and pedicure PLEASE! I have a buy 1 get 1 voucher, who wants to join me?! Half price treat!

4. Last but DEFINITELY not the least, spend quality time with Triyah. It just sucks that PJ's a/c is broken. I wanted to take her to Fun City in Mercato on a week day. Sigh.

5. Oh and Do some week day malling which I love. It will let me do some much needed walking and much wanted shopping hehehe... Maybe go for a make up trial at Mac - something I've been wanting to do... Hmm...I think I'm getting carried away now.

After these I should be ready to pop and stay home with B2 for a full month. It's going to be so hot when it's time for her Baptism. Yikes!

Dreading the summer...my poor princesses... It's going to be an even greater challenge!

I heard on the radio today, the weekend will be 40 degrees! Oh no! Early summer! Waaah!

on top of my wish list...

When I was pregnant with Triyah, I got addicted to online shopping. One of my purchases that I totally loved was the Mineral Make Up. I absolutely adored it because it didn't mess up with my overly sensitive skin. It felt so light on the skin and because you only need a little every application, it lasted forever! Even better, it appealed so much to my preference to things natural and organic. I remember the main plus was that you don't need to take it off at the end of the day... but of course, I still did. Nothing beats a fresh face before sleeping.

Well why haven't I continued with it, you ask? I could only buy it from Philippines. Ever since, I have been waiting for Sephora in Dubai to sell it's Mineral Make Up range. Unfortunately when they did, I got too caught up wih caring for Triyah that buying expensive make up like this was totally out of the question.

Now after I deliver, I will definitely treat myself to this. I already warned hubby. I haven't done any shopping for myself for like forever so after I deliver, I will definitely go on a shopping spree. hehehe.

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just a little bit more...

Now that it is finalised - my maternity leave starts next week, I am wishing for a little more bonding time with my first born, Triyah. I just hope that B2 grants me this wish.

It's just worrying that after today's relaxed day at the Ferrer's mansion (I was able to have siesta on a weekday - first time in this pregnancy, I think.) I was experiencing contractions, etc. on our way home and until now.
I know. I know. At the end of the day, it's B2's choice when it's time. All I can really do is pray. =)
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the challenge

"Goodness! You will definitely have your hands full." - my Doctor's comment today about B2's arrival plus my toddler 1st born I'm sure this is the first thing people want to say or think of when they find out that I am having my 2nd child just when my 1st one is only 17 months old. Well, know what that was my 1st thought too when I first saw those 2 red lines in the Test! It was so weird because I could still freshly remember how I hated doing the Test because I always get the dreaded 1 line. That was our challenge with our 1st child. Our 2nd one came as unexpected as a fountain in the Sahara Desert! When I tested and went for a check up, I was already 12 weeks pregnant!!! We were amazed because the discovery was after the tedious 1st-time-with-baby vacation in Philippines. B2 is definitely a toughie!

Since then up until now my mind is always playing with the BIG CHALLENGE that is ahead. I do worry about how I will be able to cope. My overwhelmed response to Triyah's arrival is still very fresh in my mind and my body can still clearly remember. I cannot even just SLEEP anymore. I worry about being the mom I want to be with them. Sheesh! The moment I found out I immediately made arrangements to close my online shop as I wanted to give Triyah all the time and attention she deserves. I still constantly worry. No wonder I feel so tired.

But... You know what, I always believed that everything happens for a reason. So, I will give myself more credit as a mother and take on this challenge with a smile. After all, I am now a mom. It's different now. Plus, I never wanted a lonely child so it's just right that I get started specially when I am looking at having more than 2 or 3. Gotta get on it before I get too old. Hehe.

So, to this BiG Challenge... Bring It On! There is nothing more rewarding and amazing than the joys of being a mom. It's a tough job but just one smile, a hug, a kiss and a call "Mama" - everything is just bliss. =)

I am exactly where I should be...
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mom of one... still :)

I had the last of my every-2-weeks appointment with my doctor.  It's every week from here onwards.  Her guesses proved wrong.  She predicted that I would be delivering any time between the first 2 weeks of May.  I think B2 (that's what we call our Baby #2 for now) would still like us to attend Diyel's birthday party on Saturday.  Well, I was secretly wishing that too but at the same time wishing that THE DAY comes as it is getting really tough for me these days.  B2 is getting really heavy.  It's difficult for me to sleep as the weight of my belly feels like a a truck placed over me.  Then, I tend to not change position much so I wake up in the middle of the night in pain from all the weight.  Sitting all day puts too much pressure on my hips & inner thighs too.  So after a full day's work in front of the laptop, I end up lying down and trying to ease the pain that accumulated on my hips & thighs.

Anyway highway, today I decided that I will be taking my maternity leave a week earlier than planned.  I'm getting stressed working from home as Triyah also calls for my attention.  I get stressed from the work I have to do while feeling guilty that I can't be there for Triyah.  Furthermore, I want to spend more time with her without having to worry about putting in enough "work from home" time.  I also need to catch up on sleep, be more relaxed, do some more 'nesting' and of course more walking...oh and finally get that pedi treat.

Just the thought of this week being my last working week makes me feel more relaxed... and happier.  I have been really irritable and stressed lately.  I wouldn't want B2 to be so miserable. hehehhee.  Plus need to save up some energy for when I will have my hands full with 2 lovely girls to attend to!!!

P.S. You probably saw that my blog had a face lift just a day after I started on it.  Can't help myself. hehehehe.

Feels like the 1st time

Gosh! It's been ages since I blogged. Sure feels like a first timer.
One thing though, I still have that tendency to get into too much details as I found myself looking for 'the right' layout for my blog. Haha. Got me nowhere and decided to go Clean & Simple. This blog
should not be high maintenance as I will have all my hands, feet and even mind tied to my girls. Hehe.
So it will be just white... I'll let the thoughts, photos and joys I share through it bring colour to it. Come to think of it... Let the true colours of my life paint on this canvas.

Hope I get to keep at this blog... especially during precious, stolen, 'me' times such as now.

Good night.
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