mom of one... still :)

I had the last of my every-2-weeks appointment with my doctor.  It's every week from here onwards.  Her guesses proved wrong.  She predicted that I would be delivering any time between the first 2 weeks of May.  I think B2 (that's what we call our Baby #2 for now) would still like us to attend Diyel's birthday party on Saturday.  Well, I was secretly wishing that too but at the same time wishing that THE DAY comes as it is getting really tough for me these days.  B2 is getting really heavy.  It's difficult for me to sleep as the weight of my belly feels like a a truck placed over me.  Then, I tend to not change position much so I wake up in the middle of the night in pain from all the weight.  Sitting all day puts too much pressure on my hips & inner thighs too.  So after a full day's work in front of the laptop, I end up lying down and trying to ease the pain that accumulated on my hips & thighs.

Anyway highway, today I decided that I will be taking my maternity leave a week earlier than planned.  I'm getting stressed working from home as Triyah also calls for my attention.  I get stressed from the work I have to do while feeling guilty that I can't be there for Triyah.  Furthermore, I want to spend more time with her without having to worry about putting in enough "work from home" time.  I also need to catch up on sleep, be more relaxed, do some more 'nesting' and of course more walking...oh and finally get that pedi treat.

Just the thought of this week being my last working week makes me feel more relaxed... and happier.  I have been really irritable and stressed lately.  I wouldn't want B2 to be so miserable. hehehhee.  Plus need to save up some energy for when I will have my hands full with 2 lovely girls to attend to!!!

P.S. You probably saw that my blog had a face lift just a day after I started on it.  Can't help myself. hehehehe.